I always, out of pure stupidity, put 101% in every relationship that
i get into. although i tell myself time and again that i need to
reserve 20% and only put in 80% in any relationship, so that I
can rebound back into perfect shape with that 20%. but my
emotional self refuses to listen to my inner thoughts. i still
offer a 100%. and i think i will continue to offer that. Nah,
I'll offer 99%. 1% to remain alive to start munching on alcohol and cigarettes
Long long ago, there was a loving couple. They are madly in love in the beginning
but due to some circumstances, they broke apart. The guy still love her deeply despite everything.
People tends to take goodness for granted, until when they lost in, they then starts to cherish it.
One day while the girl was searching for her pencil box, she happen to see the cards that the guy always make for her. In that instance, she then realise how good the guy was to her and how stupid she was for not appreciating it all the time.
Will the thing comes back if u lost it? the chances is slim..But the guy still cant denied his feelings towards her and decided to give it a try again. The girl agree too as deep down inside their heart, they still truly love one another.
However the girl feels that being single is the best choice for her so they fork up a plan.
The plan is to become 'unofficial couple' not couple but behave like a couple, each other mind their own business. The guy knows that the girl cant take the stress of a relationship and decided to agree with her as he always wanted to make the girl happy.
The plan did work out great in the first week, but still deep down inside the heart of the guy, he feels that although they could sms each other sweetly and stuff but the SOUL just isn't there.
Why? because they just sms each other and NEVER meet up.
Girl always says she busy with work, so no time for him but what the guy want is just to have one whole day with her, even if its meeting up one time per week.
The guy asked her if she is free this week, she said that out of the 7 days, she would be free for 3 of the days.
So the guy told her to pick ANY of the 3 days, her reply 'i don't know'.
The guy waited for her decision and when he asked her again, she said she already have appointment with other people.
The guy was furious because he already asked her one week beforehand.
So what can we conclude from here? the girl just doesn't have the heart for the guy. She rather go out with her other friends then someone whom she already lost the previous time.
She just don't know how to appreciate him, ALL he need is just one day..its it that hard? why can't you give a definite answer? why can't you put the guy in piority? is your friends more important than him? out of the 3 days JUST pick 1 day? is it really that difficult? even if that day you're not free, why can't u pick another day? must you give a 'i don't know' or 'see first' as an answer?
chances after chances how many chance do you need so you can really learn how to appreciate?
You say you love me..but why cant u ask me out? you instead choose to meet up with them for how many days? maybe 3 or more times a week? so the poor guy is here waiting for you to ask him out how many times do u c him per week? once? and its even less den a few hrs.
so the question is why the guy don't wanna ask her out instead? answer = the girl will reply
'i don't know when i'm free' =) i don noe i don noe i don noe i don noe i'm sick of this shitty response, the time and day is all up to you but u choose not to place him in piority
sms sms sms sms sms sms sms action speaks louder then words.
I just needed one day from u to help with my project..is it so difficult? so you rather go out with your other friends to enjoy then to help out with me? you say you wanted to be my very very very best friend..so let me tell you the definition of being a best friend..to help with any problems that is asked without considering yourself, that is call a true friend, more ever VERY VERY VERY best friend.
Ok so you might be wondering why out of all i must choose u? not many of my friends have powerful language, i have seen you helping me type my reflection journal, it was superb and thats the reason why i picked you my dear. People in this world always choose not to help when they had the ability, they instead choose something that is beneficial to them.
there is so much more i can type that could seriously hurt you but i won't my inner self still forbids me to do it.
I guess you're lucky, i owe you in last life.
Anyone wanna pick up this rare gem?
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